my life is a little mess lately...
no, a big one...
so many things to think about, so many decisions to make, fires to put out (or ignite)...
the fact is, i need money, but who doesn't?
i need to find my own place.
i need to start my life - yes, start.
i need to support my partner.

mostly i need to organize.
everything.
every single thing.
sort my needs, my room, my academic life, my professional life, my personal goals, my wants and dreams, even sort my free time out. sort my expenses, my computer, my clothes.

and since now i'm not just me anymore, but US, i need to help my partner sort his life out too.
with all this, with this gigantic prospect, it's obvious i feel lazy.
but i need to sort this out too.

still, i'm rather positive and optimistic on the outcome in the long run. i'll... WE'll probably end up much wiser, stronger.

worst deviant ever...
last post was last year! >.>
well, there is at least one new art coming up... i spend aroud 3 to 4 days to just be able to finish one without saying it's completely crap...
sooooo, i think i'll color it tomorrow. then soon it will be around here.

just posted an art of my new pet character, kin. see him on the gallery XD

the scrap i posted a few weeks ago is still under work, i had some trouble with the coloring, as i was (am, still) trying to color it over the pencil lineart. couldn't find any tutorials on how to do it the way i'd like to, so i'm kind of developing it all as i go. that and little time to work on it.

i'm between jobs right now (again) but this time it's all already set, just needing some documents and resolve some burocratics to start on the new place. a little more money is always welcome, right?

various projects on the way, i'll try easier techniques on those, but just after i finish the triton colors. or maybe not.

meanwhile, everything is fine, but the college. this term is really boring, the term project is far from fun or interesting, an the other classes are not much better either... just one, about movies is really making me move. so i'm just doing what i have to without trying too hard. it's bad, i know, but it's just for this one... i'll try harder the next.

o/

hello
just added a new scrap, and one i'm reaaaally fond of. (see artist's comments)

i'm away from here for so many months, no nem art and all... but now i intent to change things - and a lot, i might add!

i'm trying to have a day in the week all to myself, to study things and practice designs, improved techniques, finish - thousands - of left aside works, personal projects and all.
and i've already started - in a way

of course, being this eternally unorganized person i am, this can be a little hard to pull, but i shall persevere!

check out for new stuff soon. i've already started coloring and editig the scrap i posted early, and as i've got a half day off tomorrow, will jump heads on this one!

/o/

- deleted past journal entries (not that much really, just 5)
- gotta finish a work, paint it and post it so i can do new stuff
- gotta do new stuff *ASAP* XD
- gotta get a new scanner, tablet, memory, motherboard, etc, etc...
- gotta figure how to organize myself better (or simply organize myself)
- gotta find a way to do all the above XD

best month of my life so far... love you so much, K... so much...