my life is a little mess lately...
no, a big one...
so many things to think about, so many decisions to make, fires to put out (or ignite)...
the fact is, i need money, but who doesn't?
i need to find my own place.
i need to start my life - yes, start.
i need to support my partner.

mostly i need to organize.
everything.
every single thing.
sort my needs, my room, my academic life, my professional life, my personal goals, my wants and dreams, even sort my free time out. sort my expenses, my computer, my clothes.

and since now i'm not just me anymore, but US, i need to help my partner sort his life out too.
with all this, with this gigantic prospect, it's obvious i feel lazy.
but i need to sort this out too.

still, i'm rather positive and optimistic on the outcome in the long run. i'll... WE'll probably end up much wiser, stronger.